[by RockZO]

A1
i can remeber nothing all about 
last night's dream
the only thing i can feel now is 
all the flowing pain in my brain valley

i can remeber everything about 
all the nights spent with heart breaking
the only thing now i wanna let go
is the illness inside my brain

B1
i can not see 
do you really feel me? 
and i can not forget it
every girl in my life passed by me

A2
she spent years with pain with me
gethered all the pieces of blood and shit
she used to love me so deep
she used to plan all the future with me

B2
now i can see
all the truth inside everything
do i really see it?
do i really know all these things?

A3
my shit used to be
the milk of who loved me deep
my milk used to be
the shit of who hated me deep

what is wrong with me?
what is problem with me?
i used to but now i can not find it
the real meaning of dead or keep living?

B3
i can not tell what i see
do you really mean it you love me
all the truth is hiding behind time shield
i don't know how to do with you and me

A4
rock and roll is good in spirit
i kept digging it from 12 to 33
but now i find it has nothing to do with anything
i feel like a chick and feel stupid

B4
it's all my fault but no need applogizes
now i don't care m i dead or living 
it's just a body fill with heroin
i m already not what i used to be

A5
people said i m one of the best in the city
i know i m just like a cat patrolling territory
the world is alway bigger then you think
all my neurons is on the psychic way to split

[A]
don't talk with me about time
i have no idea what time really is after 5
don't look at me with that kind of eyes
i have no idea what to do after 15

don't walk with me side by side
i have no idea what love really is after 25
don't shake my hands by your left
i have no idea what life really mean after 35

[B]
now i feel so wierd and bad
now i feel so akward and being threat
now i feel so shamed and mad
now i feel so sick and sad

[C]
those past lives
they are all vanished or death
used to be colorful days and nights
piece by piece turn to white

ahh...

i couldn't sleep until the whole night fall
in dreams i always there but you do not
i was there but you don't know
so should i here or should i go
my baby oh my baby


where i can find u my baby
where am i walking ahead my way
who gonna be the next i face
who gonna be the one i trade with

such things has been proven throuands of times wasted
such a sound used to be fresh but has being hated nowadays
what is the things in my hand i play
people call it nosie generater with strange strings six

holy shit, i forget how to play 
i forget how to pay to rape
my ears were being rape by your music
my neurons were waiting in line dying one by one

my great great great lovers
my great great great fake dreams
 
what is wrong with my shit
god good good now
god hate me to the guts
i hate myself and i want to fade away

my heart was broken when my art was about to get completion
my heart was broken when my body turn into ashes blow in wind
my heart was broken when my blood flow into heaven
my heart was broken when you are everywhere smiling in my brain

"take your broken heart make it into art" x4

but why it always has to be broken
always
it has to be broken
but why things should go this way
there gonna be another way
there must be another way get to good art
there gonna be a way to spiritual comunicate with the deep minds joyfully 
bring inside minds out
drag deep pleasure out
draw hiding loan straight out
let it flow
let it boil
let it glow
let it boom

there gonna be a way
show me please
god 
please
i almost done here
i gonna get up and back home quickly
lay down smoothly and dream softly

sick after sick
it never stops
never forever and ever